MY lifee !

Do you notice me? Although you talk to me, I doubt you think of me outside the boundaries of verbal interraction. I’m just another person who helps you move along your journey. I don’t know what you want me to say. I don’t know what you want me to do.... But I just want you to notice me. And care about me.

Monday, December 28, 2009

family gatherings.

laast night i went to my cousin's denise house for a whole family dinner (: it was fun cos nothing else mattered because all of the family was under one roof :)

from my mum side that is. :D
OMG. my uncle recently got a DOG!!!! i want a dog :(
it's SOOOO cute!! well okay, my uncle came back from QLD to sppend christmas with the fam yea and HE BROUGHT HE'S DOG OVER TOO!!! it's soo cute. on the way to my cousins house the dog sat on my LAP :D her name's ella ^^
it's maltese the breed xD

i'm going to my uncles house tmrs. I WANNA PLAY WITH THE PUPPPY XD
it doesn't really like other dogs though because, well i uno. cos at denise's house she has like...3 dogs there too. one of the dogs kepted on chasing ella! ppoooor her!
well, at denise's house, we ate; viet food LOL. parents were screaming while they were talking. and us cousins were watching GLEE MARATHONNN :)
hmm... oh and jason got a mac. and on the mac we found this program called PHOTOBOOTH !!
and yes. we camwhored. me, denise and serena ;D

Friday, December 25, 2009


merry christmas everyone!
and happy new year, may god bless you in whatever you doo ^_____^

today was an awesome day :D well kinda i was half stoned today LOL. cos last nite i was up till....1.30am talking and arguing with BEN WEE >.>

jeeeezzz. cos he said the thhing i thought up was LAME. "DOM AND NICK" >.>;
well HES LAME. and them it started for ages.

XD today i went to aunty louise house for family gathering lunch :)
and oh damn. my cousins are spoiled.

My cousin Jordan, (8 yrs old) GOT AN IPHONE FOR CHRISTMAS!?!?!?

and he's got an mac book pro too >.>

yes i'm jealous.
it's not a good thing either.

anyways i might not update as much anymore
i recently got addicted to TUMBRL!!!

that's my link :D
go make one it's addictive.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

when a girl..

When a girl says she likes you,
she wants you to ask her out.

When u break a girls heart, she still feels
it when
bumping heads 3 years later

When a girl just stares deep into your
eyes, she's
HOPING that your hers and only hers ( it
how much she cares: eyes never lie)

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
she is wondering how long you will be

When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a
she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so

When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your attention.

When a girl wants to see you everyday,
she wants to be pampered.

When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, "
she means it.

When a girl says that she can't live
without you,
she has made up her mind that you are
her future.

When a girl says, "I miss you, "
no one in this world can miss you more
than that

When a girl is mean to you after a breakup
she wants you back, but she's
scared she'll get hurts and knows
your gone forever

Guy Facts:

When a guy calls u
he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine, " after a few
he means it

When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and
if you do?

When you're laying your head on a guy's
he has the world

When a guy calls you everyday
he is in love

When a (good) guy say he loves you
he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you
he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you, "
he misses you more than you could have
missed him or anything else


What would you do if I left you walking your life alone?...Forever?
things shine at first..
but then as time goes by
they tend to fade away
[&& eventually ...]
they're just not there anymore.
-- I think I used to shine...
Making you smile is my pleasure
Seeing you smile is my goal
Faking a smile is my everyday
Learning to smile truthfully will take...
My life...

even though at

[t i m e s]

things are

[r o u g h]

you gotta keep your

[h e a d _ u p]

when its

[t o u g h]

people are

[f a k e]

& aren`t what they

[s e e m]

they put on an

[a c t]

& dont say what they really

[m e a n]

through all of the

[d r a m a]

you gotta

[[S M i L E]]

because it gets

[b e t t e r]

it looks BAD now ..

but it won`t be this way

(F o R e V e R)


Sometimes you have to runaway,

Just to [_see] who will come after you.

Sometimes you have to talk softer,

Just to see who will listen.

Sometimes you have to stand up in a fight,

Just to see who is standing by your side.

Sometimes you have to make a wrong decision,

Just to see who will help you fix it.

Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love,

Just to see if they will come back […]


You Live To Be Loved


Die To Be Remembered


blood kissed lips with
scars on her wrists `
you`d never have thought
it would come to this x00





Your lips, your love, your smile, your kiss
I must admit it's a part of me
You please me, complete me, believe me
Like a melody
Your soul, your flow, your youth, your truth is simply proof
We were meant to be
But the best quality thats hookin me
Is that you're loving me for me


eventually you realize that life sucks,
love isn't always real,
happiness is only for a limited time...
you learn who your real friends are.
you learn to hold back tears
and you learn how to act like you just don't


These are just some quotes that I found, they're meaningful to me... so I decided to post them here.

this reminds me of "my sassy girl" so sweet . :(

102 Things Guys need to know about Girls:

1. Do not cheat on a girl. We girls talk, we WILL know, and we WILL find out, and we WILL dump you!

2. Be aware of all your girlfriends’ guy friends, brothers, fathers, or anything. They are protective. Every single male friend we have will kick your ass if you end up hurting her.

3. Never ever miss an opportunity to tell her that she’s beautiful. We girls love that.

4. If she slapped you hard, you probably deserved it.

5. Do not be afraid of holding her. If she’s going out with you in the first place, it’s obvious that she likes you and wants to be in your arms.

6. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend -- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts or hoodie’s, and a really pretty piece of jewelry.

7. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely. We think that’s really cute and sweet.

8. If a guy is bothering your girlfriend, it is your right to beat the sh!t out of him.

9. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer. It’ll make her feel secure that you love her more than the other girl.

10. Never ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back.

11. Go along with her to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went with her.

12. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend. Or else.

13. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle. Let her win once in a while.

14. Memorize your girlfriend’s birthday. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life. Not gonna lie.

15. Don't drench yourself in the cologne, but smell good.

16. You don’t have to spend a million dollars on the Birthday/Christmas/Valentine gift. It doesn't have to be expensive, or cost anything but it has to be meaningful.

17. Don’t ever lie to us; we always find out.

18. Don’t say you understand when you don’t. That’s bad.

19. Remember: Girls are pretty, but yours is the Prettiest!

20. Saying something sweet might get you off the hook; but doing something sweet will always get you off the hook.

21. Size does matter, but only to hoes; not girls that want relationships.

22. No matter what you say, your ex-girlfriend is a hoe. Don’t bother trying to convince us otherwise, that is a bad idea

23. It’s good to be sensitive, to a point.

24. If you did something wrong, apologize. Even if you didn’t, do it anyway.

25. You did something bad. I seem cool with it. I'm not. (See directly above.)

26. We are self-conscious by nature; we can’t help it. Let it be.

27. We don’t shave our legs every day so just get over it.

28. Shave your face, no matter how cool you think your goatee or beard or mustache looks, we probably hate it. We like you clean shaven.

29. Show off a little, we think it’s cute.

30. You are our boyfriend, our man, our protector, whether you know it or not, you are; act like it.

31. You are cute in raglan-sleeved T-shirts (two-toned baseball undershirts).

32. We love it when you hug us from behind and whisper in our ear.

33. "Fine" is NEVER an appropriate response when I ask you how I look.

34. Most of the time when I fantasize, it's about you. Don’t obsess over that.

35. I expect you to call me. If you don’t, you go down.

36. I'm more forgiving of you than I really should be. Don’t you dare take advantage of that.

37. When I compare my flabby tummy to a kangaroo pouch, say nothing.

38. You look hot in hooded clothing items. Always.

39. You should never tell a girl what to do. Ever.

40. Any decent man will ask a girl out to her face. I mean; if you aren’t man enough to ask us out to our face, who says youre gonna be man enough to our boyfriend at all.

41. Girls are very impressed when you ask them for advice. Unless its about another girl.

42. I'm unimpressed with a man who doesn't take the lead.

43. When in doubt, go with the shirt that matches your eye color.

44. You're sexy when you're shaving, fixing things, wearing a white T-shirt and jeans, driving, eating a peach, holding a baby.

45. Girls need to hear how you feel about them. Often. Tell her now.

46. A girl wants to be the best thing that ever happened to you--and for you to recognize this and tell her.

47. If she’s not feeling loved, she will start looking....

48. We like it when you tell us what you're thinking, even if you don't know yourself. It’s cute.

49. It's cheating as soon as you're doing something with her that you wouldn't want me to see, hear, read...

50. For the record: I'd rather you break up with me than cheat.

51. We can fall in love with you without really knowing you, if you are an @ss, we will find out, and we will get over it. Fast. Don't ruin it.

52. You like her, make a move. Don’t just sit there, you will fail, and you won’t get her.

53. Baseball players are hot. The sport makes you skinny and your arm muscles… well, it’s hot. We’ll go to all your games even if we hate baseball.

54. When you compliment us, we aren't sure how to accept the compliment without leading you on or reject the compliment without hurting you. So just bear with us here.

55. WE HATE BEING LED ON! If you think it's bad being led on by a girl, try being led on by a guy.

56. We like it when guys are willing to have an actual relationship, not just a one-night stand. Most girls don't like pimps or players, just guys who like ONE girl only.

57. But don't be obssessive. Major turn-off.

58. Call sometimes, just to say hi, not for a certain reason. When we see your number on caller ID, our heart always skips a beat. Try calling just to say good night, or good morning, its soo adorable!


60. Don't ONLY tell us what we want to hear. We HATE that.

61. At sleepovers, if you wonder what we talk about, quit worrying. It really is only you.

62. If you catch us staring, it is most likely because we're spacing out, not because we really stare at you. Unless we smile when you notice. Then you either look really hot, or we like you.

63. We like it when you hold us when we're crying. It's good to feel loved and safe.

64. Don't go to our friends to talk about us. Come straight to us.

65. Don't tell us you love us unless you are positive you mean it. If we don't say it back, it's just that we really want to mean it when we say it. Don't say it right away, then it shows lack of commitment.

66. We like our hands to be held and our waists to be touched.

67. We like you to kiss our hand and cheeks and forehead (esp. forehead!!), not just shove your tongue down our throats. We do like to breathe.

68. We like it when you're tender, but don't lose your masculinity.

69. Do chivalrous things when we least expect it (ex. holding doors for us).

70. As surprising as it may be, while guys might actually look at personality, the first thing girls look at tends to be looks. We're not going to see you and think, 'I wonder what his personality is like!' Terrible, but true.

71. If we love you, and youre hurt on the basketball court, rolling on the floor in pain; we’re hurting more just watching you.

72. We LOVE it when you get nervous around us. It's adorable! Don't think you have to be Mr. Cool Guy all the time.

73. Don't play hard to get. We’ll get bored and move on.

74. If you don't call us, then we will spend hours thinking about why you never called, and we will waste a lot of time thinking about it, eventually coming to the conclusion that we don't like you anymore.

75. We lost interest quickly if you lead us on but never take action.

76. We might seem to flirt a lot, but a girl always thinks about the one guy she really likes right before she falls asleep.

77. When a girl likes a guy, she subconsciously gives him a song that makes her think of him every time she hears it.

78. If guys do the same as girls do in #77, tell her what song reminds you of her.

79. Randomly compliment girls in conversations. If you're talking about sports, be like "Oh, by the way, that shirt really made your eyes look green today." It totally throws us off, and we love it.

80. Ask us about how we're doing once in a while, and at least pretend to be interested.

81. If we're not talking to you, we secretly want you to talk to us first.

82. Play with our hair without being like a gay hairstylist.

83. We get really happy when you show any sign of interest. Don't just do it and then never do it again. Bad bad bad…

84. Keep up the conversation on IM and phones and in person! Don't be awkward. That’s bad.

85. We will always feel bad if we don't like you back. Not all girls are b!tches, no matter what you may think. We hate to reject you.

86. ok, so some girls are b!tches and they like rejecting boys, but the people who wrote this group are not. better?

87. If we say "Let's just be friends", we really mean it. Don't keep trying to pursue us, and don't say ok and then ignore us. That's just mean and horrible.

88. It's adorable when a best guy friend who a girl has thought about liking confesses he likes her.

89. If you’re single, find the one girl who’s always there on the sidelines at your football game, or at each of your concerts, all your baseball games. She loves you. Her excuse may be that she’s there for her brother, but she’s really there for you.

90. After you find that girl, smile at her once in a while, it’ll mean the world to her.

91. Get to know her, you’ll make her year first of all, and maybe, just maybe, you’ll end up liking her.

92. Not all blondes are b!tches. Some are cool.

93. Not all blondes are sluts. Some have morals.

94. In your mind, give every girl a chance. Each one deserves at least one.

95. Girls fantasize too, its just not always about sex.

96. We girls give you guys code names so that you don’t know that we’re talking about you. :]

97. If you’re jealous, it may suck for you, but we think it’s attractive if you really care that much.

98. If a girl blushes when you talk to her, she either likes you or she's embarrassed by what you're saying.

99. Girls don’t really write your name on a piece of paper a million times if they like you, that’s a myth…… sometimes

100. If a girl really likes you, just seeing you will make her day.

101. Even if you aren’t all that cute, and we like you, we think you’re hot. Don’t take advantage of that, take pride in that.

102. Every time you smile at us, it may mean only a little to you, but it means the world to us. Don't take the little things for granted.

beaching with the best friends.

mm yesterday was 36 degrees 23/12/09 so me and the crew, ben wee, nick, dom, mai, gina, sabrina, gina's bf danipuu, alicia, jenny, wesley, etc decided to go south melb beach :Di t was fun XD
not fun when i saw sam chan and he's crew and then decided to sit right next too us at the beach though LOL. very awkward indeed. he was with cgs people and jenn wu etc.
so yes it was a massive group of asians at SOUTH MELB :) i got a new bikini btw :D at ice :) i like it. i tanned heaps and this time i put on HEAPS OF SSUNSCREEN. omg, the feeling where u step on hot hood from the sun for ages and then dipping your feet in the water feels the best :D that's what happened after we went to the peir to jump LOL. i didn't jump though i'm too chicken T__T nick didn't either cos HE DIDN'T BRING ANY CLOTHES TO CHANGE IN. i had an extraa bikini but NOOOO ;)
hehe. but i didn't jump so i can't talk. only ben wee, alicia and dom jumped. freaking hell alicia's scream when she jumped LOL. scared me =/
haha i also saww peter and chung there too. and kim chan, and sunny ;) and a few BHSers. man so many people i knew was at that beach.

it was fun cos mai and them brought an ipod speaker and then we just tanned with music korean music too :) and i rested and slepted next too dom and alicia :)
HAHA I THOUGHT OF SOMETHING COOL YESTERDAY,... when dom and nick sat next to eachother... i was like DOM AND NICK.... DOMINIC...GET IT?!?! HAHAHAHAH. i'm cool you know it.

we stayed at the beach till like,,... 5.
well we went into sepreate groups afterwards, so it was just me alicia, ben wee, dom and peter i don't break dance hyunh :D

it was a fun day especially when i had my whole body in the water XD with alicia and ben :D
i got tannnnnnned. ooh yeh ;) but then sunburnt abit too. T_____T
yesterday after the beach was very stressfull. and tired. and sleepy. the beach requires lots of effort but it's fun. :D

AND YES.... luke if your reading this don't be mad,,... i ate KFC >< BUT IT WAS A SNACK BOX. so yeah :S

now i'm seriously broke. hopefully i have enough money on my card for boxing day sales :D
went abit yesterday too XD everything was on sale already ^^

AND AND ON NEW YRS EVE, CITY, I AM LOOKING OUT FOR MYCHONNY IN CITY, YES! he said he'll be in city on facebook XD



hope you both have an awesome day :D



family christmas lunch tomorrow.....><

kthnxbye xo

Tuesday, December 22, 2009


Hi, my name is: JEN
Never in my life have I been: over seas !
The one person who can drive me nuts is: bro
High school: BALWYN HIGH
When I’m nervous: I listen to music to make me relaxx. or start bloging
The last song I listened to was: OWL CITY- FIREFLIES.
If I were to get married right now my best man/maid of honor: ALICIAA.. LAU <3 or katherine debeno x
My hair is: dark brown, and bleached.
When I was 5: i started dreaming of how my wedding would be
Last Christmas: i was in Queensland! :D
I should be… eating less KFC >.>
When I look down I see: the floor?
The happiest recent event was: too many to name. but being with the ones i love most :D
If I were a character on ‘Friends’ I’d be: HAHA. ums, Rachael :D
By this time next year: I will be nineteen and freaking out about how old i am T.T
My current gripe is: ?? not sure
I have a hard time understanding: how everything operates.
There’s this girl I know that: shes awesome :D
You know I like you when: wwe start getting along well :)
If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: my friends :)
Take my advice: don't break my bubble :D
The thing I want to buy: EVERYTHING.
If you visited the place I was born: You would probably like it seeing as it was in melbourne
I plan to visit: Koreaaaaaaaaaa
If you spent the night at my house: You will eat a lot of food :D
I’d stop my wedding if: a bird shat on my dress.
The world could do without: peace
I’d rather lick the belly of a cockroach than: eat it?
Most recent thing I’ve bought myself: credit for my fone ? LOL
Most recent thing someone else bought me: A TSHIRT :)
My favorite blonde is: vivvy ;)
My favorite brunette is: kayee x
My favorite black hair is: Alicia :D
In the morning I: don't get up untill i'm forced to.
The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are: elephants
Once, at a bar: i did not drink but watched people drink? LOL
Last night I was: tired, from the afternoon picnic :D
There’s this guy I know who: makes me happy wen i talk to him.
If I was an animal I’d be: MONKEY!
A better name for me would be: jessica? LOL
Tomorrow I am: going to the beachies :)
Tonight I am: watching movies :D
My birthday is: NEXT YEAR. MARCH

Monday, December 21, 2009

You would not believe your eyes, if ten million fireflies, lit up the world as I fell asleep

FireFlies- Owl CITY. :D

today i went to city with fiona, danny, gloria, joanne, emshi, wong, steve, ray lam, vincent chiang, kath, wensi and linh, for PICNIC at botanical gardens =) it' was good weather. 27 :) but the food was not as we all expect it to bee. but good enough for everyone to eat :) and yeah we talked about VCE scores the whole way through the picnic >____>; and played cards and freesbie :D
hmm we got lost in botcanle gardens LOL. linh and i. NO IDEA WHERE WE ARE GOING. we ended up in the shine, :S. Ollie you would love that place. untill we finnaly met up with them XD
i think i got sunburnt why do i get sunburnt SO EASILY? :S

then around 3 or something we all went back into the city when i saw, BHSERS!! Xinchin, Eunice, Josh, Daryl, JUDY!! SO RANDDDOM :)
they were around MC.

the day was good. i didn't spend a dollar :) well except for metcard ROFL.
FREEE FOOOD! thanks guys LOL !

Saturday, December 19, 2009

some pictures that i want to share with u <3

weirdest dream eva. last nite. 18/dec/09

sooo anyways yesterday was a good day :) went out the whole time.
9am met up at boxhill with alicia, athur, luke& victor :D then went to knox city shopping center, via train and bus :D
first thing we did at knox was GO WATCH AVATAR !!:D it's such a good movie, while me alicia and arthur went to colse to buy junk foor for the movies :D that was 3 hrs LONG :( but good :D
i was so absorbed durring the movie that i didnt end up eating the junk food we brought LOL.

OH YEA. alicia and i gave each other christmas presents =)
i gave her the new mooon boooks, and she gave me a tshirt and the dairy we shared togehter. tat we both haven't wrote in for AGESSS. ahh memories <3

then we all went shopping and i brought a new dress from ice :D

i fit an extra small? LOL. brought that size buy accident and i fit it :O ANNNNNNNNNNND alicia had to go early for the city life church knox christmas production. cos thats the main thing that we wanted to go today. (thats whyy we spent the day at knox) alicia's part of the dancers ;D so pproud of u :) annnnnnnd so it was just me, athur, luke& victor. :) we decided to have dinner! I FINNALLY didn't have KFC. thanks to victor and luke for stopping me LOL. but victor did >__>
instead, i had FRIIED NOODLES :) char mein. in canto?

and then we met up with alicia at churccch. the production was good :D

the day was good :D
and oh yea last nite i had the weirdest dream ever, but it was a good dream LOL.
i dreamt i ment mychonny LOL. (youtube guy) IT FELT REAL. but then i woke up :(

Thursday, December 17, 2009

almost chrrisstmas= ]

on theee...... 15/dec/09 :D i WENT ICESKATING :) on a really hot day...34 i think it was? :) so it was me michelle mui, yvonne, andrew, alex, godfrey & auriella :D
we met up at luckycup MC, and i also saw, joanne, charles, han, michelle wong, stooph in the city too :D doing other things obviously :P
we all met up the BHS crew, had lunch KFC ;D and went to docklands, habourtown. IT WAS SOOOO HOOT!! :@ lucky i wore shorts. otherwise i'd would of died like michelle LOL. (figure of speech)
we got there and the iceksating rink WAS SO CRAP. IT DIDN'T MEET ANY OF OUR STANDARDS. IT WAS ALL WATERY. AND THE ICEAKATING RINK WAS SET UP IN A TENT!!!! we all literally went on the ice for around 5 SECONDS and wanted a refund already. man there was ponds of water. and if you'd fall down you'll get all drenched. so me, michelle and auriella went to complain and get a refund it was $15 a person. BUT NO. THEY WOULDNT LET US.
we weren't shouting i just felt like doing it on caps. so they were like okay. i'll refund you 3. untill we said, but our whole group wants refunds to. the ladies like sorry i can't do the whole group only you three. then
ANDREW suggested, "how about half price refunds?" lady: "yea ok" D< D< D< then andrew said loudly...on purpose i think" fark man i'm never coming back to this shit place okeliegh ftw'
LOL i think the lady herd... so wwe decided to go shopping in habour town instead :) fk man we all waisted money that day. and we only went on the ice for 5 seconds literally.

i brought a new top at cotton on :D

then after that we just hanged around Melbourne city.... and we all went home around 7ish.

i went to state with alicia, arthur, luke and victor.
even though i didnt need to study. i wanted aircon. and was too cbb to go beach. sorry kim :(

i played DS with victor =)
and exchanged songs with Alicia and Victor, on my USB :) :) i got heaps of new songs now woooo. and movies =D
then watched gossip girl with Arthur LOL. on hes laptop xDD. we stayed there till 4 then alicia had to go.
weirdest convo i had yesterday. since victor works at KFC he has staff discounts ya, so i asked him for it so i can use it. so i went to QV KFC. and ordered my food and the manager was like "OH YOUR A STAF?! where do u work? " LOL
so i was like..
LOL which i dont obviously.
me: *damn just ordered bubblecupdrink...* Ummm nah it's ok i allready have one."
aklfjaldskfjasdlkfjasdlfkjflkadfj klthen i went back and told victor and he as jeallous that i was able to get a free drink cos he wasn't able to get one LOL.
and then the manager dood kepted on staring at me =/ =/ =/=/=/

alicia left afterwards , then me luke and victor hanged around in the city.............doing nothing LOL. walked so much T______________T on a hot day.

andd todayy 17th/dec/09
went to Hieu's house to ask for something. and went back home to watch movies all day :)
well not all day i mangaed to watch gossip girl and bride wars :)
now i'm just blogging and about to wrap Christmas presents :D yyayyyy.

Monday, December 14, 2009

dont ask about my enter :S
didn't do as well as i was aiming to. but got into my second prefernce! :S

anyways this made me laugh

click on the picture to englarge LOLLL.

and i was webcaming with my cosuin :D

pretyy crap day today. didn't do much. but the word is SOMEONE GOT 99.95 AT PLC!?!?! :O
who are u smart people LOL.

i envy yoou.
our school. WE WEREN'T ON TV BUT KEW HIGH SCHOOL WAS??? =O congrats linh- PLC. hanbo- melb grammar :)

VCE Results 2009

Congratulations to our VCE students who have achieved outstanding results. We celebrate and acknowledge:
- 3 students sharing the DUX award with scores of 99.90
- 8 students obtaining study scores of 50 across seven different subject areas
- 54 students receiving honour roll status with ENTER's above 97
- 25% of students obtaining an ENTER above 95
- 43% of students obtaining an ENTER above 90

Congratulations to all Year 12 students and special mention to Year 11 students for some outstanding Unit 3 and 4 results.

Congratulations to parents, families and teachers for their contribution to these wonderful results

brendan law congrats on getting the dux =D i know ur gonna get it at our school ;)

tomorrow going iceskating YAYY :D

tomorrow is; 35 degrees and weds is 39 wtf o.O

Sunday, December 13, 2009


okay. the nervous tension of the 2009 VCAA results is killing me :(
i am nervous.
for tomorrow ....those two digits. determines my life. :( i think i will get around.....83.50 :S:S:S not sure.
well around that score judging to all my SACS i have done this year.
where are u when i need to talk to u :( :( :(
dude i am going to call you tomorrow, EVEN though your like on HOOLIDAY>__> u know who u are. and we shall find out my result together :) cos your the first person i want you to know. apart from my parents.

and STFU if u dont pick up your fone :( i will rant it to you when u come back :)
7am tomorow expect a call from me :D

today didn't really do much ^^"
had a GOSSIP GIRL marathon. hehehehe. it was good :D HOMG didn't know HILARY DUFF was in the show D: in season 3 LOL
i watched gossip girl like,..... 12pm till 7pm LOLL. it was intense and addictive. because each episode wanted me to watch more and more :S and i was yeh D:

tomorrow; i am going to hide at home not seeing anyone or telling anyone about my score :) so dont even try asking >< only going to tell close friends :)
tuesday iceskating at docklands woooooooo.
then yeh thats it =/ apart from this friday at glenny :D


on a more good note please watch this;

Saturday, December 12, 2009

where are u when i needed to talk to u.

dear VCAA.

please make me extremely happy, on monday
from jennifer.

where are you when i needed to talk to you the most :(

i hate how blogspot makes my post retarded.



Paranormal Activities.

yes i finally watched it :D

OKAY so i was ment to meet vivvvy and steve and BOXHILLAlign Center TO GO TO SHOPPO. BUUTTT; vivvy got held up at somethhing and steve apparently went to shoppo already when i was on the bus on the WAY THERE and he texted me saying hes bored and going home.JEEEZ guys thanx for ditching me =_________________=;
VIVVY told me while i was half way to boxhill already. So what did i do? raged at heer!! D<>< saw helen, rachael, jess, sung, and denis at boxhill. i got bored helping sam so i decided to walk around boxhill looking for christmas presents. but unfortunealty found none :( bwahaahaah josie (BHS) works at boxhill maccas =P :D so unexpected to see her :P HAD BUBBLECUP, & maccas for lunch :D i only got 2 more stamps untill a free BUBBLECUP :DDD woooo. at 4 we got onto the bus to shoppo. and watched the late session .5.50pm of PARANORMAL ACITVITIES. so we got there early and went shopping for christmas presents.

ALICIA i know you never read me blog =P but i know some of your friends mite SO DONT TELL HEER what i got for her :D NEW MOON COLLECTORS EDITION, JACOB BLACK BIBLIOGRAPHY WITH PICTURES. and a book about edward cullen. all together it was...well the thought it counts =P theres HOT pictures too. alicia opens it next weeek at the glen i wanna see her reaction :D DONT ANYONE TELL.

she doesn't know yet =P OBVIOUSLY :P >___<>.<

it's not the best feeling for holidays :( :( :(

yes all the symptons of being sick. ><

WHILE watching paranormal activities, me and sam was munching on junk food :DDD. we both had a large packet of chips each XD sharing. hehe^^ and WE HAD A REALLY ANNOYING AUDIENCE. THEY KEPTED ON SCREAMING EVEN IF IT WASN'T A SCARY SCENE. AND KEPTED ON TALKING REALLY LOUDLY. untill someone screamed and said "SHUTUP WHERE TRYING TO WATCH A MOVIE HERE :D" thanku that person who shouted.

and and it was yr9s or something that was doingthat. out of 10 ill put 8 and a half for that movie. it was suspensfull; and freaky at times. sorry sam i think i cut of your hand circulation in one scene LOL. held on for it too tight :S:S:S:S:S ><

the scariest scenes was the ending when it was all quite and then she chucked the persons body at the camera.

and got dragged out of bed
and stood there for ages while watching her BF sleep.
oh mman i didn't sleep at all last night cos i kepted on repeating those scenes in my head and it's freaking me out kjkldjf;lKDJFSDfusd098fsd98fa9sd8f09*)(*)(DS*F
neveer watching a movie like that again LOL.

im so tired and drained now that i didn't sleep the whole night i read a book instead =P
sorry if i spoiled the movie for some people ^^ hheehe.
not much planned next week. only friday going glenny with some people.


hoepfully i still wont be sick by then.


Thursday, December 10, 2009


Not much done this week :( except from watching dramas and such. got a busy week coming ahead though XD

saturday- sing K *again* with eric lu etc. :S:S i've been going so much now LOL.

tuesday- PARANORMAL ACITIVITIES WITH KAYE :D and city, dinner etc.

WEDS- day with MICHELLE MUI:) @ shoppo HOPEFULLY ><

FRIDAY- day at glenny, with alicia, luke, victor? idk details yet =[

atleast i have something planned ;D
and i somehow need to get money rofl.
this week i want to buy;
- maxi dress; even though i think i'm to short for it :( :(
- alicia's xmas present.
-casual dress.
-nice top
- sunnies


idk what elsee... :S
ANYWAYS my church; CITY LIFE knox is having a christmas PRODUCTION! and i think u should all come :) alicia is performing :)

We invite you to join with us for a special Christmas Production - a time for the whole family.

"Christmas All Wrapped Up"
18th December 7.30 pm
19th December 4.00 pm and 6.15 pm
20th Decemer 9.00am, 11.15 and 6.00 pm

im going on the 18th :)

oh and i got the bucannan magazine from school the other day :) i made it into the graduation page :D i like that picture ^^ i was looking through my individual picture,, and i dont like it >< i realised out of all my high school years i've always had a dodgy picture :( but last yrs one was ok.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009



i guess whatever score i have it's gods path in what he wants me to do.



i bet you half our yr level is prolly at schoolies OR overseas or soemthing. im looking forward to seeing BHS 09 AT THE REUNION :)

mood: scared for enter. :(

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

STUCK IN MY HEAD. even though it's kinda old now

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Naega naega naega meonjeo
Nege nege nege ppajyeo
Ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo
Sumi makhyeo makhyeo makhyeo
Naega michyeo michyeo baby

Baraboneun nunbit soge
Nunbit soge naneun machi
Naneun machi mwoe hollin nom
Ijen beoseonajido motae
Georeooneun neoui moseup
Neoui moseup neoneun machi
Nae simjangeul barpgo wannabwa
Ijen beoseonajido motae

Eodil gana dangdanghage
Utneun neoneun maeryeokjeok
Chakhan yeoja ilsaegiran
Saenggakdeureun bopyeonjeok
Dodohage geochim eopge
Jeongmal neoneun hwansangjeok
Dorikil su eobseulmankeum
Nege ppajyeo beoryeosseo

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Naega naega naega meonjeo
Nege nege nege ppajyeo
Ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo
Sumi makhyeo makhyeo makhyeo
Naega michyeo michyeo baby

Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttaranttan
Ttanttan ttanttada tta
Nege banhaebeoryeosseo baby
Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttaranttan
Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttarappappara

Hey girl gir gir gir gir gir girl I
Nunmantteumyeon ni saenggak [Kyuhyun:Hey girl]
Janakkaena sasil neo hana bakke anboyeo
Ni mame naega
Jari jabanneunji
Naege malhaejwo
Naneun babo babo babo

Jubyeon saramdeureun malhae
Naega neomu jeokgeukjeok
I sesange geureon saram
Eodi handurinyago
Geugeol molla geunyeol molla
Sigihamyeo haneun mal
Naega bureopdamyeon geugeon
Geudaedeuri jineun geo

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Naega naega naega meonjeo
Nege nege nege ppajyeo
Ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo
Sumi makhyeo makhyeo makhyeo
Naega michyeo michyeo baby

Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttaranttan
Ttanttan ttanttada tta
Nege banhaebeoryeosseo baby
Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttararara
Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttarappappara

Let's dance dance dance dance
Let's dance dance dance dance
Let's dance dance dance dance
Dance dance

Hey ije geuman naege wajullae
Jeongmal michil geotman gata yeah
Nan neoman saranghago sipeo
Jeoldae dasi hannun pal saenggak eobseo hey

Aeiniragiboda chingugateun
Naega doego sipeo
Neoui modeun gomin seulpeum
Hamkke ganjikhagopa
Dasi eobseul mankeum mankeum
Neoreul neomu saranghae
Naega baran saram niga baro geu
That that that girl

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Naega naega naega meonjeo
Nege nege nege ppajyeo
Ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo
Sumi makhyeo makhyeo makhyeo
Naega michyeo michyeo baby

lets make new memories

yesterday 7th/dec/09 i went sing K with alicia, victor, atrhur, nick, jessie, and jessica :D
IT WAS GOODD. sang for six hours straight. my voice was abit dead by the end of the day :( we had all together was $130 of KARAOKE?! it was at partyworld so it explains the money :S hehe we also got to order food =DD. and drinks. $130 worth of IT !! cos we also booked a big room. so it's more money. $23 each persoN? :S and yeh if it was a small room at partyworld it would have been $8 a person OH WELL:) majority rules >___>
and i also didnt mind. WE SANG ALOT OF GOOD SONGS. AKA TAYLOR SWIFTTT. DOWN, ETCC :) and ordered like, 5 plates of pork jerky and 2 rounds of drinks for each person ! it WAS YUMMYYY. the pork jerky:) we used our food limit wisely. hehe.
after sing K, we went and walked around in the city. then i bumped into my MLC friend HAN! it was awkward when i saw her LOL. and she was also with a guy ;) they decided to join our groupp. and we went to crown for victor haha. DDR again.
and ate KFC for dinner. seeing as we could have a discount cos victor works there :D at crown KFC.
just walked around abit more then went homee. we took heaps of pictures on alicia's camera. BUT SHE ACCIDENTLY DELETED ALL OF THEM. INCLUDING THE VIDEO'S. :( :( and there were good pictures. memories :(
oh yea at sing K we managed to find SORRY SORRY ! :) super junior LOL. i only know how to sing half of the song in korean! thats how much i listen to it :(
and we also found It's you- super junior, Where U at- Taeyang :D
funfunfun. went home around 9pm.

TODAY tuesday 8th/dec/09!
i went CITY =] with Ollie, Hungy, Eunice, and these other people XD and played pool @ barcode. haha it was a GOODGAME. but i lost =[

then met up with luke, victor, and alicia after they saw new moon and bumped into yvonne zhang and eric lu! ;);)
i went to deborah K with alicia while luke and victor waited outside =[ sorry guys haha ><
I BROUGHT A DRESSSSSSSSS. IT WAS $10!!!!!!!!! SO CHEAPP. and a wallet for $10 :)

i need to go bank and put money in my card otherwise i'll use everything,

Sunday, December 6, 2009

new week

I havent planned out much to do this week yet. Not much on so far so people book in your days if you want:D

Monday 7th dec 09- Karaoke session @ partyworld with my BHS friends& arthur. 1pm-6pm; then dinner afterwards and maybe movie :D i need to go shopping.

Tuesday 8th dec 09- Day with Ollie :) and a few other people XD

Weds 9th dec 09- nothing on

Thurs 10th dec 09- nothing on

Friday11th dec 09- Shopping With Slarkin. MAYBE :D

SEE HOW FREEE I AM?!?! though something may pop up unexpected XD lets hope it does otherwise i'm so boreed this week. SAD T______________T.

WHY ISN'T ANY places calling me back when i handed out my RESUME?!?! :(
there so mean they can't all reject me =[... and i tried like 30 places!

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Epic YOUTH friday

YESTERDAYYY was a good day =] 4th/dec/09
went to city met up with Victor Loh, Alicia, and LUKE :)
trammed to crown for victor's additction in DDRING AGAIN LOL. i played beginer with alicia and we sucked big time against victor and luke :(
had lunch KFC snack box xD I THINK I'M ADDICTED TO CHICKEN WINGS KFC STYLE NOW. at around 5 victor had to go to work, so we sat infront of KFC crown, and watched him work...MWAHAHHAHAHA. we had to leave early cos we had to go to EPIC YOUTH :D
the weather yesterday was nice, it was nice and warmmm. we left victor at work, in peace, then went to southern cross station to train& buss to gleeny. (where we've been just on sunday) LOL. IT WAS A LONG TRAIN RIDE. and a random talked to us on the train. KLSDJ:AS(*DS(D)A(SD*)A(S*D)(S*D()S*D it was scary...he wanted to add all of us on facebook too. which i kindly rejected him.
ANYWAYS; he was nice though. Alicia, me and luke, finnaly reached glenny, waited for the bus to go to citylife knox, we started speaking canto for some random reason xD too improve ourcanto speaking skills i guess >___________________>
btw this is the first timefor luke at our church :) and first time this yr for me to cos i havent been in yr12 the whole yr D:! hasn't changed xD which is a good thing :D
affttter we saw the crew, sam chan, jon kang, the twins, etccc. there was also a basketball match outside the church which arthur cheng played and got hurt LOL.
sat next to luke on the bus while alicia sat next to arthur ;) there was even a TV in the BUS....reminds me back to camp days.
got back to mannigham alicia's dad drove me and luke back to her house when my mum was there to pick me up and luke walked home :)
good day, right?
and yesterday was OLIVER JIANGS BDAY!! :) happy bday ollie !!!!

Thursday, December 3, 2009


so yesterday; 2/dec/09 i attended a sleepover. with my BHS friends <3>_______> BEFORE THAT. me, yvonne, eric lu, 2 of hes friends, jessie, and alicia went for a KARAOKE SESSION :D it was fun, we sang so many ENGLISH songs with loud music and everyone dancing then eric and the guys got annoyed and wanted to sing CANTO/MANDO songs D<. then alicia had to leave cos of BUT the only bad thing was that we had like 2 blackouts at partyworld for like 10 mins. I want my money back.

we also ordered food and drinks. :D
the room was small, but it was able to fit our group. i was so outkasted yesterday i was the only yr12 =[.
hmmm the session went around 2pm-6pm. after that eric had to go home. he kinda ditched us without saying bye >=[!!!!!

and then yvonne and jessie walked me to my tramstop at collins st. and I RUSHED HOME to get readdy for sleepover seeing as i was ment to be there at 12pm. WOOPPS. mum drove me there :D
packed sleeping bag, pjs ,toothbrush, pillow, brush, money etc.
when i reached eunices house; they were all playing super smash bros :D on xbox xD.
then we ate pizza for dinner and ate junk food, while watching a movie marathon.
we watched; stardust, this other movie i forgot >__>;, and my sassy girl hehe.
it was me, eunice, judy, chau& Charlotte there :D
we had SOOO much junkfood seriously. not even half the junkfood was gone by the first half of the movie.
we weren;t able to sleep till....5am LOL. cos of the movies we watched. and chau was snoring.
so this morning we woke up at 10 and everyone was... literally dead D:
and made pancakes for bbreakfast :D and then played monopoly..which CHAU WON!! D<
charlotte and judy had to leave early and eunice me chau went balwyn maccas :)
then i had to homeee.

US BEING really silly :D

YAY i have no idea what were doing.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

I Never Wanted To Hurt You

BattleField; Jordin Sparks.

These past two days, i have not done much ><
been pretty lazy since sunday. but tomorrow it wil be eventfull :) in the morning, i got a karaoke session at partyworld... again LOL. it's like a goodbye party for people thats going away. aka eric lu. LOL. and other cgs guys in yr11. but i inivted some mhsers in yr12 so it's good =]
and i'm not the only girl if your wondering. LOL. then at night time i have, a massive sleepover with the BHS CREW =) eunice, xinchin, haesel, chau, charlotte, lina, basimah :))
girls night in! yehh.
packing sleeping bag, pjs and pillow :D.
and CAMERA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haven't been doing much time flies when u stare at the comp screen for hours and doing nothing.....
it's gonna be a hot summer too i can sense ;D